topic: G-Dragon's "소년이여 (A Boy)" Song + Translation + Download Link. and my comments (of course!).

so, song is heeere:



beautiful, isn't it? so i found the download link here: http://www.4shared.com/get/125826951/65daed04/G-Dragon_-_A_Boy.html

i also found the translation, which is also beautiful (thx much, lovenostalgiaa on youtube and bakarang3r on wordpress... i kinda combined your lyrics(: ):

GD, your chores
drop it on me

the night is deep but sleep hasnt come
i keep fighting with my growing headache
constantly tossing and turning, lost in thought
grasping my pen again
writing the lyrics as much as i could
which is full of my philosophy
my room, filled with hazy cigarette smoke
home sweet home it's cozy

i ran here without a break at age 13
not knowing my own charm was my biggest weapon
if theres a way up, theres a way down
its too late to go back
i cant let go

*remember back in the day
i cant trust others
dont forget back in the day
i was a boy, with that fine voice
i shout to the world, shine alive

im gdragon, no matter what others say
im small, im young, im gdragon
thats what people say
people say they envy me, that i have so much with me
that celebrities have a relaxing life
just once, try to be in that place
everything's not as you see it

as time went on, my loneliness has grown
my obligation that didnt know charm was my biggest burden
if theres a way up, theres a way down
its too late to run away
i wanna go

*chorus

with 10 years worth of countless questions
with all the beads of sweat ive dropped
all the cold tears ive held back
ah, ah now, lets start now

*chorus
just once

remember back in the day (go back)
we are the woo woo
cant ever trust others (forget)
Like that woo woo
dont forget back in the day (way back)
i was a boy, with that fine voice
i shout to the world, shine alive

come back to me now woo come back to me now
even if 10 years pass
come back to me now woo come back to me now
the times have passed, my entire heart

*chorus

-end.

i think that this part:

with 10 years worth of countless questions
with all the beads of sweat ive dropped
all the cold tears ive held back

is about the hardships of his current life; but this:

i was a boy, with that fine voice
i shout to the world, shine alive

is his reason for fame, and his want to be famous.
i'm starting to understand him a little bit. it's pretty incredible, isn't it? i mean, the whole point of celeb-idolism is to try to get to know them and understand the life, and here's gdragon, showing the whole world the truth. really, i think the whole entertainment industry is full of lies and all a show.
this is a bit sad for me because normally, i act like a happy, naive, and confident person that smiles through everything...i think that's a bit like donghae, of super junior? he once said that he'd only show the world a side of him that smiles all the time. not that smiling is bad, but the whole acting thing is bad for both me and donghae...
we can't help it, though. it's the world that forces us to act this way. the only way to get through life at the moment is to keep your inner unhappiness inside, and act like you can handle anything... this is part of the reason that i have started questioning the meaning of life (of which i think there's none)

so, look forward to me being stupid and senseless soon(: see i've already started the act. i'm pretty impressive, non? haha.

(even tho i can hardly believe anything in this world anymore...)
(or does the fact that i'm super-chinese (yes, chinese, not korean even tho i listen to the music) have something to do with my non-stop skepticism?

-always keep the faith<3

Labels: a boy, gdragon